Stars guide me home

I’m running away from all my problems,
Everything I hate in the distance,
as I see your face fading from the rearview mirror.

I’m breaking down,
but let’s call it breaking free.
I can’t help missing everything we had.

I’m messing it up,
and you’re messed up.
these nights seem longer than
the nights that dragged on for days.

breaking free,
breaking down,
I just want to change everything

I feel like I’m walking on an invisible plank,
Between two cliffs,
the only thing leading me is rusty side-rails.
I keep looking down as I sway,
Waiting as I walk.

Temptation to run,
But the footing is unpredictable,
I can see the destination,
but I’m not sure if it’s mine.

The invisible plank has holes,
and I see how far I can fall.

I slowly walk,
Waiting in fear,
Holding on cautiously,
The time seems endless.

pull the trigger once,
Bang,
it’s the only way to escape him
bang,
two for good luck,
bang,
third to make sure
make sure he won’t get away.

three shots in the head,
scandalous they whisper,
cold blooded killer,
but they don’t know
the evil inside of him.

if they only knew what he did,
his evil intentions as he came in,
the murder in his eyes.

the way you outran to protect,
the tremble of your hands,
as you pulled it over and over again,
to ensure you wouldn’t be his next victim.

his family cries for justice,
they turned their eyes away from the bruises.
hide the truth with love sheltering the lies.
but love didn’t run in his veins.

My heart is like a maze, and my luck I keep finding dead ends.

let’s relapse again,
you said never again to protect me,
i say let’s try again for my sake.

let’s relapse again,
breathing you in,
as you’re exhaling me out like ciggaretts.

let’s give it a chance,
relapse into living again,
stuck in the motion of hospital visits.

i asked you to marry me,
but you denied saying
it’ll be a shame to become a young widow,
at the beginning of forever.

tragedy at the start of a family…
who wants to marry into that?
I say i don’t want to regret missing anything with you.
I don’t care how story ends,
I just want you in my story for as many chapters we can write.

no-one makes it out alive,
but while we’re living we can’t hide in fear

Verse

It’s time to show us,
Who you really are.
Take our love and throw it away,
For your temporary spotlight.
Cause it’s time for you to shine.

Chorus

Shine on,
Shine brighter than you’ve ever shined,
As I fade away in the shadow of your light,
Shine as our love falls away.

Verse

The spotlight will fade you away,
Just like our love,
They’ll forget your name,
Like you did mine,
Tucked in the shadow of time.

Chorus

Shine on,
Shine brighter than you’ve ever shined,
As i fade away in the shadow of your light.
Shine as our love falls apart.

Bridge

You’re basking in the attention,
Redemption awaits for another day.
I’ll wait till may comes and goes
Time will heal,
But these memories will linger on.

Chorus

Shine on,
Shine brighter than you’ve ever shined,
As I fade away in the shadow of your light,
shine as our love falls apart.

You broke my heart with silence,
What happened to us?

Your song is on the radio,
Playing for all to sing along,
But i won’t.

I can’t help the tears wanting to fall.
What happened to you?

Years i depended on you,
But now all you are is a song on the radio,
Playing for all to sing,
But i won’t.

You broke my heart with silence,
You were everything,
But I meant absolutely nothing.
Worthless and broken

As you take the world by a storm,
I miss you as the days go by.
One day I’ll sing along,
While your song is on the radio.

She’s got crazy eyes for my baby.
He better be skeptic when she calls it love,
Cause that girl has motive.

Those crazy eyes,
Show her lies,
and I’m not sure what her plans are.

She’s trying to claw her way in his heart,
Sabotaging our love on the side.
Crazy eyes craves for more,
But he’s mine.

She’s got crazy eyes for my baby.
He better be skeptic when she calls it love,
Cause that girl has motive.

She’s beautiful,
But her heart is so deceitful.
Girls like that are always trouble.

This love started with a bang,
I lost my breathe with every kiss.
Now we’ve grown distant,
And I’m not sure how we can last any longer.

This lackluster love is bringing me down,
Our romance has died,
With all of our excitement.

It was great new,
But the shine has faded.
Our hearts burned too fast,
too soon,
Now our hearts have burnt out.
Too cold to spark.

This is the end of us,
The start of finding ourselves again,
Maybe with time apart
Our love will burn again

I’ve got this ache,
the pain is pulsing,
beating to a rhythm.
Let it be my anthem to strive.

I’m not sure how long,
I’ve got to keep striven.
Life is too unpredictable,
but I’m going to play the game till my last breathe.

Going to make the trip worthwhile,
Breathe in as much as I can,
till I exhale for the last time.